I remember sitting on the bathroom floor praying for my period to arrive at 16. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
I was a type-A personality. My education and my grades meant everything to me. I had already been accepted into university.
My parents didn’t even know I was in a sexual relationship with my long term boyfriend.
I was the good girl.😇
Things like this didn’t happen to girls like me (thank you stereotypes).
😨The fear and shame that washed over me as I realised at that moment that I might be pregnant was UGLY.
I sobbed silently, head buried in a towel because the walls were too thin.
Believing that I had RUINED my life. (remember being brainwashed with that in Sex ed classes?).
Thinking oh my God my parents will KILL ME.
I was unknowingly and subconsciously connecting images of shame, pain, failure, terror and a dead-end future with being pregnant.
A few days later when my period arrived. The RELIEF freedom I linked to not being pregnant was HUGE.
If you have been through this at any point in your life, you can see that you linked pain to fertility at an earlier point in your life.
Of course in my thirties, I felt differently and felt ready, but the mind and body don’t always switch back after years of conditioning.
Most women fear getting pregnant for the majority of their lives and this can be one of the biggest subconscious handicaps to becoming pregnant. Habits have a life of their own.
How many times have you said to your partner, use protection, I don’t want to get pregnant?
Your body was listening.
However, my online containers are incredible at reversing this type of conditioning and can completely erase this subconscious block to fertility.
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